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A single broken hope

Maybe a lie is incomplete in its offering  Even if it’s a thin packaging to wake someone up to the truth inside of it. We lie to ourselves all day long, Tricking ourselves Manipulating our own minds and emotions To keep up the walls that remind us we are safe Our safest walls are indeed our deepest prisons. We will regret the wall we put up that stops us from living life as free as we hope to. We believe we are free and threaten those who get close to revealing its not true. Knots tied all over Restricting our minds  Until the muscles we once could use Have now atrophied, And in their weakened state we smile believing we have a higher degree of confidence in life Confidence is a breath away from our eyes opening to the outside world which we choose to ignore. Ignorance is bliss. Confidence is at times a hope misplaced. We think our shell we have created Will sustain us forever If you grow too much within that shell You will soon find y...

How do I get out of this situation? I feel lost... again

The typical Christian paradigm is one where output for any problem is a hard answer that is vetted grounded and deemed viable. But that breaks down for us young folks in 2018. We face crossroads where accepting a solution offered to us, has a hidden cost that our non-rational brain knows will have a certain soul nullifying effect. It feels easier to accept the words of someone else, then to listen to your own inner voice. And in 2018, it begins to feel more and more like the source of life comes from within us, rather than through the peripheral mind of someone who's prime was anytime before ours. So the form of your question has a lingering notion of the world of the Christian colossal system that churns out relatively simple answers to the masses rather than guiding people in their individualistic journey. You don't need more answers that are broadly viable to anyone and everyone. You need to have the tools to find your way in a shifting and churning journey of life. I am m...

A resignation of trust.

A formal and bitter complaint has arisen. One whose place is confounded, Yet necessary Regardless. Upper limits meet escape hungrily. Awareness follows the body leading into hopeful positioning. The body, like the future, moves interestingly towards some unknown fixed location. The mind is along for the ride. Resignation to the mind’s current limits, Furrows the bodies attempt to progress past invisible walls. In escaping the minds limits, The body welcomes new ventures, the psyche moves forward tentatively. Like sudden darkness in an unusual place, Our hands reach out grasping for anything familiar. Grating, stinging, burning, as light enters our eyes, Following realization of uncertain conclusion. An unwelcome place is now my certain home. Body lead, Mind followed. Well… Mind found itself following. Better to find yourself as one in an unwelcome place Then comfortable fractured as mind and body apart. Unease slowly wears off as ne...