Spiritual Canvas

Glassless eyes flutter Shimmer depths draping drowning screams Ragged underwhelming Snuffed out presence Dimming as the flows call deeper to plunge As the light above parts further into the everlasting A reaching hand betrays the too late sinking surface away from you. Watch your world plunging into darkness as the load you claimed to be able to endure Drowns you deeper and deeper beneath the fractured surface My allowance is a pittance of suffering. I’ll spend it eagerly and hungrily to satisfy my endless swallowing emptiness Deepening and widening the empty pit. I resent everyone for not helping me when I refused to ask them for help. I hate them for not reading my mind when I lied and said I was fine. This is what your bitterness towards my innocence wanted. You wanted me to end up an undying angel of hope. Hardly you realized, the cost for the eternal. Now I drift not dying in the bottom of an endless scream of drowning existence. Thanks again ...

Maybe a lie is incomplete in its offering  Even if it’s a thin packaging to wake someone up to the truth inside of it. We lie to ourselves all day long, Tricking ourselves Manipulating our own minds and emotions To keep up the walls that remind us we are safe Our safest walls are indeed our deepest prisons. We will regret the wall we put up that stops us from living life as free as we hope to. We believe we are free and threaten those who get close to revealing its not true. Knots tied all over Restricting our minds  Until the muscles we once could use Have now atrophied, And in their weakened state we smile believing we have a higher degree of confidence in life Confidence is a breath away from our eyes opening to the outside world which we choose to ignore. Ignorance is bliss. Confidence is at times a hope misplaced. We think our shell we have created Will sustain us forever If you grow too much within that shell You will soon find y...

A formal and bitter complaint has arisen. One whose place is confounded, Yet necessary Regardless. Upper limits meet escape hungrily. Awareness follows the body leading into hopeful positioning. The body, like the future, moves interestingly towards some unknown fixed location. The mind is along for the ride. Resignation to the mind’s current limits, Furrows the bodies attempt to progress past invisible walls. In escaping the minds limits, The body welcomes new ventures, the psyche moves forward tentatively. Like sudden darkness in an unusual place, Our hands reach out grasping for anything familiar. Grating, stinging, burning, as light enters our eyes, Following realization of uncertain conclusion. An unwelcome place is now my certain home. Body lead, Mind followed. Well… Mind found itself following. Better to find yourself as one in an unwelcome place Then comfortable fractured as mind and body apart. Unease slowly wears off as ne...