Flickering Sol
I stare into the mirror of my soul
It screams into the void of my own inadequacy
buried
into the surface
lies
the only
deception that makes me feel at home
I keep blinking my own existance away
as if to say
that which does not exist
has no need to suffer its pain
Your lie is so sweet.
It's so endearing
a way
to hold me
awake
away
aware
the lie giving birth
transluscent suffering
emenating from recoiling touch
I'll give you permission to burn my walls down
when you kill yourself in front of me
you're whats wrong with the world
a grievence for existance
I'll sit here playing the game
better than everyone else
while i watch the unaware float upwards and onwards
a heaping helping of torment
sounds more appropriate
for what i am
disgusting
unsusable
filth
wretching
the floor
you make everyone else fall
and fall you will
tumbling.
It screams into the void of my own inadequacy
buried
into the surface
lies
the only
deception that makes me feel at home
I keep blinking my own existance away
as if to say
that which does not exist
has no need to suffer its pain
Your lie is so sweet.
It's so endearing
a way
to hold me
awake
away
aware
the lie giving birth
transluscent suffering
emenating from recoiling touch
I'll give you permission to burn my walls down
when you kill yourself in front of me
you're whats wrong with the world
a grievence for existance
I'll sit here playing the game
better than everyone else
while i watch the unaware float upwards and onwards
a heaping helping of torment
sounds more appropriate
for what i am
disgusting
unsusable
filth
wretching
the floor
you make everyone else fall
and fall you will
tumbling.
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