divinity now
I started with the idea that I could help you That I could make you feel better That I could help make you whole Maybe this time my actions would reciprocate And I would finally have someone help me feel better and whole The whole process keeps me distracted Keeps me from feeling like I’m falling apart Sometimes I have a peaceful relationship with myself and can live in some semblance of harmony Maybe when I am weaker and let myself make its choices Then I feel disconnected And that I deserve punishment and ridicule I hate how welcome pain has to be in order for me to be okay But I still wait for that pain So I can be free Discipline = freedom How can I start to explain the blame in me The blame For it is my fault I can’t feel loved by the divine Not his Its mine I am the twisted visage meant to be unwarped For if I was true, then reflected in me Would warmth show Divinity Wholeness and acceptance Whats left for me to hold Is a ...